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April 02, 2003
12:46 p.m.

The Concert Choir director here at school-- he was asked to write a piece by the American Choral Directors Association. This is the biggest honor ever. He wrote a piece called Memorial. It's dedicated to the victims of the September 11 attacks. This piece isn't like anything I've ever sung before. It's beautiful, it makes me want to cry-- I go through all these emotions during these piece. Last night at practice, we came to the part where we literally wail during the song. It's the most effective thing ever. I almost broke into tears. We're supposed to imagine ourselves as the victims. How do I even being to put myself in the place of the victims of these people? I don't feel qualified enough to do it. Our concert isn't until April 27th-- so I hope between now and then, I can find the part of me that was in those buildings when the planes hit.

Adoni.

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